Question Eight - Have I been obsessed with a person, place or thing? If so, how has that gotten in the way of my relationship with others? How else have I been affected mentally, physically, spiritually and emotionally by this obsession?

The thing I've been obsessed about...well, obsessed? I don't know. I know I've been depressed about it, but obsessing over how to solve the issue? I guess maybe. It's the whole wanting children situation. I don't think about it day and night, but there's not a day that goes by in which I don't think about it.
The constant obsession is driving me crazy! I can't get it out of my head. I either want to change the way I feel about it, have God take the desire away, or go solve the problem on my own. I shared at one of my meetings that my philosophy has been "it's easier to ask forgiveness than permission", and that's kinda where I'm sitting right now.

Spiritually, it's making me wonder if I've heard correctly. It's making me doubt whether I heard from God or it's just my own wishful thinking.

Physically...ugh...all I want to do is eat. But, then I get sick from overeating and feel like crap.