Question Thirteen: Am I comparing a current manifestation of my addiction to the way my life was before I got clean? Am I plagued by the idea that I should know better.

Yes.

I should know better, but I don't. Sometimes I think "how in the world did you EVER get through school when you're so retarded in the every day life things?"

My current manifestation of my addiction is related to food. I obsess about food constantly. And, I fail at bringing it under any kind of control.